Τρέμουν τα δάκτυλα μου , δεν μπορώ

Τρέμουν τα δάκτυλα μου , δεν μπορώ να γράψω, απόψε έκανα απίστευτα πράγματα για να απασχολήσω το μυαλό μου σε εγρήγορση, εννοείται ότι δεν κοιμήθηκα καθόλου.
Ralph, νομίζω πως έχεις καταλάβει, ότι δεν έχω θυμώσει μαζί σου. Είμαι όμως πολύ θυμωμένη με την Έφη. Δεν με πειράζει που δεν μου μίλησε τόσα χρόνια, δική της απόφαση, δεν με πειράζει ότι έκανε πίσω από την πλάτη μου μαζί σου, είμαστε άνθρωποι με ελέυθερο πνεύμα και ο καθένας μπορεί να κάνει τις επιλογές του( έτσι και αλλιώς, δεν είχαμε κάτι εμείς οι δύο). Με πειράζει, με εξοργίζει, και ταυτόχρονα με τρελαίνει ,το γεγονός ότι τα Χριστούγεννα που της μίλησα, για μένα και για σένα (πρώτη και τελευταία φορά), μου έδωσε να καταλάβω πολύ καλά ότι δεν γνώριζε τίποτα για τον ερχομό σου στην Ελλάδα,με συμβούλευσε να σταματήσω όλο αυτό που είχε αρχίσει να ανθίζει μεταξύ μας, μου μίλησε για τις διαφορές που υπάρχουν,μου μίλησε για τις ηλικίες μας, και σε γενικές γραμμές με απότρεψε. Εγώ ο περίτρανος βλάκας, την άκουγα και έβαζα το μυαλό μου και την ψυχή μου σε σκέψεις.
Εάν κάπου είμαι λάθος θέλω να μου το πεις, για μένα η Έφη έχει διαγραφεί από τον χάρτη της καρδιάς μου, εάν χρειάζεται βοήθεια, να μου το ζητήσει και θα είμαι πλάι της.
Με τρελαίνει το γεγονός ,ότι δεν με σεβάστηκε, αυτό με υποβαθμίζει και σαν γυναίκα, αλλά και σαν υπόσταση. Πήγα πολύ πρωί στην εκκλησία, για να προσευχηθώ για όλους μας.
Σε όλη την διαδρομή για την δουλειά μου οδηγούσα κλαίγοντας.
Σε ευχαριστώ, και το εκτιμώ αφάνταστα, που ήσουν ειλικρινής μαζί μου.
Και για μένα είσαι ο κόσμος όλος, αλλά πονάω, μου έκανε και ένα καλό αυτή η ιστορία έχασα 1 kg( γελάς?).

Αποτελέσματα (Αγγλικά) 1:

My fingers tremble, I can't write, tonight I did incredible things to detain my mind alert, of course not slept at all.Ralph, I think you have understood, that I haven't been angry with you. But I am very angry with the Efi. I don't mind that my not talked for so many years, her own decision, don't mind that he did behind my back with you, we are people with free spirit and everyone can make his choices (anyway, we didn't have anything we both). Mind, in Angers, and at the same time drives me crazy, the fact that Christmas that I spoke of, for me and for you (the first and last time), she gave me to understand very well that he did not know anything about your coming to Greece, with advised to stop all this which had begun to bloom between us, I talked about the differences spoke to me about our ages, and generally to prevent. I peritranos the goof, I listened and put my mind and my soul into paragraphs.If somewhere I'm wrong let me know, for me the Efi has been deleted from the map of my heart, if you need help, ask me and I'll be by her side.Drives me crazy that I am not respected, what with downgrades and as a woman, but as a personality. I went very early in the morning at Church, to pray for all of us.Throughout the journey to my job was driving tears.Thank you, and I appreciate it enormously, that you were honest with me.And to me you are the whole world, but I'm in pain, I did a good thing this story I missed 1 kg (laughing?).

Αποτελέσματα (Αγγλικά) 2:

My trembling fingers, I can not write, tonight I did incredible things to trouble my mind alert, meant that I did not sleep at all.
Ralph, I think you understand that I am not angry with you. But I am very angry with Effie. I do not mind not so long talked me own decision, I do not mind that he did behind my back with you, we are people with a free spirit and everyone can make choices (anyway, we did something we the two). Mind, with outrages, and simultaneously drives me crazy, the fact that Christmas she spoke, for me and for you (first and last) made ​​me understand very well that he did not know anything about your arrival in Greece, advised to stop all this had begun to bloom between us, he talked about the differences, I talked about our ages, and generally to prevent. I amply moron, I heard and I put my mind and my soul thinking.
If somewhere I'm wrong I want to tell me, for me Efi has been deleted from the map of my heart, if you need help to my requests and I will be beside her.
with dislikes the fact that not respected, it degrades with and as a woman, but as a personality. I went early in the morning to the church to pray for us.
In my whole way to work driving weeping.
Thank you, and I appreciate enormously, you were honest with me.
And to me you're the whole world, but it hurts me he did a good that story I lost 1 kg (laugh;).

Αποτελέσματα (Αγγλικά) 3:

My fingers are shaking, I can"t write, I did something incredible tonight to keep my head clear, of course, I didn"t sleep.Ralph, I want you to understand, I"m not angry with you. But I was really angry. Don"t mind me for so many years not to talk, to determine their own, I don"t mind, his back to the you and I together, our free spirit, everyone can choose (anyway, we don"t have things, the two of us). Good, let me very angry, also drove me crazy, in fact, my Christmas, you and I (the last time), he let me know very clearly, don"t know your arrival, in Greece, advised me to stop all this, between us had started to blossom, I talk about the existence of differences, say to me, our age, generally with the prevent。 I am earth undisputed super stupid, I think my heart and my soul.If I am wrong place, I want to tell me, for me this has been removed from the map of my heart, if you need help, ask me and next to me.I think it is not respected, it is with down and as a woman, and the existence of like. I pray in the church in the morning, for all of us.On my way home, I cried for my work.Thank you. I really appreciate it. You tell me the truth.To me you are the whole world, but my pain, let me lose a good story 1 kilograms (laugh). .