Γύρισα από την εκκλησία,και με πήρε

Γύρισα από την εκκλησία,και με πήρε τηλέφωνο η Έφη. Ναι προσεύχομαι και παρακαλώ,Κύριε Ιησού Χριστέ, ελέησον τους πάσχοντας σωματικά και ψυχικά, παρακαλώ με πόνο για όλο τον κόσμο. Πρέπει να βοηθήσουμε με την προσευχή μας όλο τον κόσμο, να μην κρατάμε κακίες, να μην κάνουμε συγκρίσεις,να μην δίνουμε αξία σε υλικά αντικείμενα,να μην αφήνουμε το φόβο να μας κυριεύει,να μην ξεχνάμε να προσφέρουμε στους γύρω μας,να αγαπάμε τους πάντες.
Λοιπόν, ήπιαμε από έναν καπουτσίνο με την Έφη και της έδωσα στο τέλος τα προσκλητήρια για την ίδια και την κόρη της, μου είπε ότι μάλλον θα λείπει στο Βελιγράδι( δεν θέλω να το συζητήσω, εγώ δεν θα έκανα αυτό ποτέ). Όλοι βλέπουμε τον κόσμο με διαφορετικό μάτι. Ralph, θέλω πολύ να με καταλάβεις, νιώθω ντροπή,άγχος,θυμό, λύπη και πόνο. Ξέρω πρέπει να εξασκήσω περισσότερο τη λογική και λιγότερο το συναίσθημα, αλλά μου είναι δύσκολο. Συνοπτικά, μιλούσε μόνο η Έφη περί ανέμων και υδάτων και για την ίδια, δεν με ρώτησε τίποτε για μας τους δύο, δεν της είπα τίποτε για τα προβλήματα που με ταλανίζουν το τελευταίο καιρό(εκτός από τον τραυματισμό της Άννας)και νομίζω πως ποτέ τα πράγματα δεν θα είναι όπως ήταν παλιά, δεν της κρατάω καμία κακία. Απλά, επειδή μου ζήτησε να πάμε να δει την μητέρα μου, ίσως αυτή την εβδομάδα να την πάω ένα πρωινό.
Οι ανθρώπινες σχέσεις, ας το παραδεχθούμε, έχουν ημερομηνία λήξης,ακόμη κι εκείνες που μοιάζουν να αντέχουν περισσότερο στο πέρασμα του χρόνου. Εγώ πάντα θα την νοιάζομαι, πάντα θα προσεύχομαι,πάντα θα είμαι δίπλα της όταν τι χρειαστεί. Δεν θα μπορώ όμως να της εμπιστεύομαι τα δικά μου προβλήματα, γιατί απλά δεν θέλω να τα μοιραστώ μαζί της.
Γιατί Ralph, εγώ πόνεσα και πονάω πολύ, για κάτι που ήμουνα απόλυτη πεπεισμένη, αλλά με πρόδοσε δύο φορές.Σταμάω. Το μεσιμέρι, μετά την Χαλκιδική, ήρθε η Ελπίδα μαζί με τον Παντελή και φάγαμε παρέα.Τώρα περιμένω την Μαίρη, να έρθει να πάρει το φαγητό της. Στις 7;00 το απόγευμα θα πάω στην εκκλησία. Σου στέλνω τα φιλιά μου, Ralph σε αγαπάω.

Αποτελέσματα (Αγγλικά) 1:

I came back from Church, and got me phone Effie. Yes I pray and ask you, Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on the suffering physically and mentally, please with pain for around the world. Need help with our prayer all over the world, not to hold grudges, not to make comparisons, to not give value to material objects, not to let fear overwhelms us, don't forget to offer around us, to love everyone.Well, we drank from a cappuccino with EFI and I gave at the end of the invitation for herself and her daughter, told me that probably will be missing in Belgrade (I don't want to talk about it, I wouldn't ever did this). We all see the world with different eyes. Ralph, I really want to understand me, I feel shame, anxiety, anger, sadness and pain. I know I need to exercise more logical and less emotion, but it is difficult. In summary, only spoke the Efi on the winds and waters and to the same, not asked me anything for us both, not said nothing about the problems that bedevil me the last time (apart from Anna's injury) and I think that things will not be as it was old, did not hold any malice. Just because he asked me to go to see my mother, perhaps this week to go one morning.Human relations, let's face it, have an expiration date, even those that seem to last longer over time. I always will I care, I will always pray, I will always be beside her when what you need. But I would not trust my own set of problems, because I just don't want to share them with her.Why Ralph, I hurt and I hurt a lot, for something that was absolute convinced, but with prodose twice. Stamaw. Noon, after the Halkidiki, came the Hope along with the Utter and ate company. Now wait for Mary to come to get food. At 7:00 in the afternoon we will go to church. I send you kisses me, Ralph in love.

Αποτελέσματα (Αγγλικά) 2:

I turned from the church, and he called Effie. Yes and please pray, Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on the suffering physically and mentally, please pain worldwide. We must help our prayer around the world, not hold grudges, do not make comparisons, do not give value to material objects, do not let fear overwhelm us not forget to offer those around us, to love everyone.
Well, we drank from a cappuccino with Efi and I gave at the end of the invitation for herself and her daughter, told me he would rather missing in Belgrade (I do not want to discuss it, I would not do this ever). We all see the world with different eyes. Ralph, I really want to understand me, I feel shame, anxiety, anger, sadness and pain. I must be more I practice the logic and less emotion, but it is difficult to me. Briefly, spoke only Efi on winds and waters and the same, not asked me anything for us both, not told her anything about the problems to beset lately (besides wounding Anne) and I think never the things will not be like it used to, does not hold any malice. Just because he asked me to go to see my mother, maybe this week to go on a morning.
Human relations, let's face it, have an expiry date, even those that seem to last longer over time. I always will care, will always pray, I will always be next to you when needed. There will however do its trust my own problems, because I just do not want to share with her.
Why Ralph, I hurt and hurt a lot, for which I was fully convinced, but betrayed two fores.Stamao. The mesimeri after Halkidiki came the Hope along with Pantelis and ate parea.Tora expect Mary to come to get the food. 7; 00 pm I go to church. I send you my kisses, I love Ralph.

Αποτελέσματα (Αγγλικά) 3:

Come back from church, call me. Yes, please pray, Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy, their mental and physical pain, my whole world. We should help the world and our prayer, not to hate, not to compare, we do not have the value of the goods, do not let fear come to us, do not forget to give us around, to love the people.Okay, we"re from a CAPP with ivy, giving her the last invitation to speak for herself and her daughter, I might miss Belgrade (I don"t want to talk about it, I won"t do it). Everyone sees the world in a different light. Ralph, I really want to know, feel ashamed, anxious, angry, sad and painful. I know I have to practice more logic and less emotion, but I am very difficult. I don"t have any malicious, in short, just say this just chatting, asked what is not the same, the two of us, I didn"t say anything, these problems plagued the last time (in addition to hurt Anna and I think things, not as in the past as. Just because I"m going to see my mother, maybe this week to eat breakfast.The relationship between people, let us admit it, there is a deadline, even if those who seem more able to withstand the passage of time. I will always take care of me and will always pray when I"ll always be in your need. I have to believe in my own problems, because I don"t want to share it with her.Why Ralph and I, I really very painful, I absolutely believe in something, but the other two Phi rho. Sigma alpha Mu tau Omega betrayed. The Mu epsilon sigma iota Mu Rho iota Chalkidiki. Later, he hope completely and we together PI alpha Rho alpha. Alpha tau Rho waiting for Mary to obtain food. I will go to church at 7 in the afternoon. For you