Ένα ρεφρέν τραγουδιού από τον αγαπη

Ένα ρεφρέν τραγουδιού από τον αγαπημένο μου Βασίλη Παπακωνσταντίνου λέει:
'm afraid of everything that will happen to me without me....
Λοιπόν για όλα υπάρχει μία λογική εξήγηση, επί ένα περίπου χρόνο την παρακαλούσα να μου δώσει το email του Ralph και μου έλεγε ένα σωρό ηλίθιες δικαιολογίες, π.χ. δεν έχω το τηλέφωνο σου Μαρία, γιατί χάλασε το κινητό μου, δεν έχω το email σου, είμαι πολύ κουρασμένη και άλλες τέτοιες βλακείες. Ralph συγνώμη,μάλλον σε θέλει για τον εαυτό της, δεν υπάρχει άλλη εξήγηση.
Λυπάμαι αφάνταστα,περιμένω να μου τηλεφωνήσει,γιατί έτσι έχουμε πεί στην τελευταία συνομιλία μας( μετά από 5 τηλέφωνα που της έχω κάνει, για να πάμε για την ανακύκλωση). Εγώ δεν πρόκειται να της πω τίποτε, μέσα στην ψυχή μου όμως κάτι έχει ραγίσει. Ομολογώ πως κάτι είχα καταλάβει, αλλά δεν ήθελα να το παραδεχτώ,δεν ήθελα να το πιστέψω, γιατί εγώ πιστεύω στην φιλία και στους ανθρώπους. Εύχομαι να είναι καλά και ο Θεός να την φωτίσει, για μένα ήταν φίλη μου και θα παραμείνει φίλη μου.
Βέβαια έπρεπε να αλλάξω ,γιατί και άλλες φορές έχω πονέσει από φίλους, ξέρεις νιώθω ανάμεικτα συναισθήματα,οργή,πόνο,λύπη,αγανάκτηση, άρνηση, απόγνωση, δάκρυα...αλλά θέλω τον χρόνο μου για να το αποδεχτώ.,
Το θέμα έχει κλείσει εδώ και δεν θα το συζητήσουμε άλλη φορά. Ερώτηση, σε ποιά Ελληνικά νησιά έχεις πάει? Σε ποιό νησί θα ήθελες να πάμε μαζί? Περιμένω με αγωνία ,πότε θα είναι, ο ένας στην αγκαλιά του άλλου.

Αποτελέσματα (Αγγλικά) 1:

A chorus song from my favorite Vasili Papaconstantinou says:'m afraid of everything that will happen to me without me.... Well for all there is a logical explanation, on approximately a year please give me the email of Ralph and told me a bunch of stupid excuses, e.g. I don't have your phone Mary, because it broke my phone, I don't have your email, I'm very tired and other such bullshit. Sorry Ralph, rather she wants for herself, there is no other explanation.I regret enormously, I expect you to call me, because we have said in our last conversation (after 5 phones that I have done, to go for recycling). I'm not going to say anything, but my soul something has cracked. I confess that I had understood, but didn't want to admit it, I didn't want to believe it, because I believe in friendship and in humans. Hope you are well and God to illumine, for me it was my girlfriend and will remain my friend.Of course I had to change, because sometimes I get hurt from friends, you know I feel mixed emotions, anger, pain, sadness, resentment, denial, frustration, tears ... but I want my time to accept,The issue has been closed here and wouldn't talk about it another time. Question, what Greek Islands have gone? On which island would you like to go together; Wait eagerly, when it will be, one in each other's arms.

Αποτελέσματα (Αγγλικά) 2:

A chorus song from my favorite Vasilis Papakonstantinou says:
'm afraid of everything that will happen to me without me ....
Well for all there is a logical explanation for almost a year to ask you to give me the email of Ralph and me said a bunch stupid excuses, eg I do not have your phone Mary spoiled because my cell phone, I have your email, I am very tired and other such nonsense. Ralph sorry, probably wants for itself, there is no other explanation.
I must condemn, wait to call me, because thus we say in our last conversation (after 5 phones to have done, to go for recycling). I will not tell her nothing in the soul but me something cracked. I confess that I understand something, but did not want to admit it, I did not want to believe it, because I believe in friendship and in humans. I hope you are well and God to illuminate for me was my friend and will remain my friend.
Of course I had to change, because other times I hurt friends, you know I feel mixed emotions, anger, pain, sadness, anger, denial , despair, tears ... but I want my time to accept.,
the issue is closed here and would not discuss it another time. Question, what Greek islands you go; In which island you would like to go together; I wait anxiously, when it will be, one in each other's arms.

Αποτελέσματα (Αγγλικά) 3:

My favorite choir sings the Santa Claus does not say:Afraid M will happen to me without me.....................So everything has a reasonable explanation, in a year or so can give me an e-mail, Ralph and I said a lot of stupid excuses, for example. I don"t have your phone, why do you want my phone is broken, I did not receive your mail, I am very tired, and so on. Ralph, I"m sorry, I don"t think you have any other explanation.I"m really sorry, I"m calling to tell us, as we were in the past to tell us (5 of the calls I made, to recycle). I don"t want to say anything, everything in my soul is broken. I have to admit, I understand something, but I don"t want to admit it, I can"t believe it, because I believe in friendship. I hope it is good, the revelation of God, for me, this is my friend, you are my friend.Of course, I have to change, because sometimes I hurt the friend, you know I feel mixed feelings, pain, anger, sadness, anger, despair of tears, but I refused, I time to alpha PI, Omicron delta epsilon Chi tau.This matter has been closed here we don"t discuss it once. Do you have any questions on the Greek island? On this island, would you like to go with me? Anxiously waiting, when, in each other"s arms.